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2007-02-01T15:17:00.000+08:00

shuhui:

alright! i shall be the first to update this "already dead" blog. girls, wish you best of luck for the olevel results alright? all the best! hopefully, i dont retain.. =X

everyone's been working so we hardly have the time to meet up with one another. hopefully, we can meet up one day for steamboat again! i'm looking forward to our gathering! heh.

update-ing for the fun of it only. i admit, i'm bored. =/

2006-12-23T01:22:00.000+08:00

deleted the post, cause' i realised that i sounds a little over. hahah. anyw, there will still be outing on 24dec, christmas eve at town. i think so. most probably. (: gees. i miss you ppl to the max!

and yup. clubbing, we'll still find one day. =D

w loves, meiqi

2006-12-16T11:47:00.000+08:00

shuhui:

let me figure out what i should write here other than christmas is coming & im waiting for my presents.

did i mention i want to study overseas next year? =/ praying hard that my dad would allow plus sponser me but obviously i need to get a part time job for my expenses & shopping trips! talking about part time job, i think im going to look for one now? since staying at home has been so boring with nothing to do but having "movie marathon" all day. 1 cd for $2, no wonder my allowances for the week seems to disappear faster than what i expected. watching tv and sleeping seems to be my daily chore without earning any money (duh! who in the world earns money by sleeping and watching tv?). i need to shop badly! but my pocket and wallet are empty! work work work: long hours, short naps and tiring days. =((

christmas is coming! my wishlist is almost done! (im being crazy as usual.)
shall update another time!

2006-12-06T18:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO SUEY MEIQI!

you're sixteen & you finally can play pool! hope you like your presents. enjoy your special day! one birthday song for you:

happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to meiqi.
happy birthday to you!

2006-12-02T15:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPYYYYY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY,

LEONG SHU HUI !

hahah. (: hope you do have an enjoyable day. hoho. lovess ! && pebble and huishan are rly cuteeee wearing that uniform of theirs, and apron. muahahha ! lol. =/

it's just 4days time moreee.. TON HOR !!

w loves, meiqi.

2006-11-21T22:24:00.000+08:00

shuhui:

im finally back on this website, blogging and talking rubbish. well, time really pass real fast, dont they? its already the end of everything and our paths are in the process of construction. i'll really miss you people alright! esp those who are close to me. oh yes! stefanie went on her tour and she's missing my birthday! HOW COULD YOU!! fangning is going to miss my birthday too due to her taiwan trip! HOW COULD YOU!! RAH! oh well, i shall get you two to celebrate with me when you return. i guess im staying in singapore the entire time (not really sure about going thailand and i missed the chance of going to australia on the 25th). shall not expect much then. good luck to everyone upon the arrival of our results but meanwhile, enjoy you HOLIDAYS! christmas is coming.

put up all your christmas decorations and make sure your christmas trees have a nice make-over. time to sing the christmas carols to get into the mood for shopping and gifts. da-da-da-dada!

shopping, sleeping and slacking! XDD

2006-11-11T12:33:00.000+08:00

hello, i just came by to blog a short entry. majority of d exams are over! yeaa ! i'm left with 3 more papers. got that ' 1/2 stress-free ' feeling. haha. (: well, some of d papers are ok ? and some of the papers, there's no difference from killing me. lol. =/ i mean like, i'm trying hard to figure out those ans. it's rly TOUGHHH ok. esp on phy, those structured qns, not those formulaes one. many of the qns is based on structured ok ? GRRRRR - forget about it. anyw, d exams scripts have handed in. there's no pt regretting now. (: hopefully, i cld obtain < 14 and i'm satisfied ! may god bless me yah ! so do, all my darlings. haha. (:

&& today's HUIXUAN'S BIG DAY !
HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU GIRL.
smile always, and last long with your boy! =D

w loves, meiqi

2006-11-07T18:41:00.000+08:00

pebble:

since everybody's busy mugging for their exams, i shall be nice n blog on their behalf. haha. 7 more days of exams to go, excluding the breaks. it made me wonder. all my 13years of education is all for this cert. teachers once told me that its the most important cert u could ever receive in ur life. its even more important than a 'A' levels cert. see what i mean. well, regrets are inevitable in our life, its part n parcel. one day we'll all grow up n look back at our past mistakes. foolish we may be but one thing's for sure, we aint gonna commit the same mistakes all over again. so if my results didnt turn out as what i expect it to be, in other words not good enough to get into sajc or courses that i want in poly, i'l do private studyin instead. i may be wasting my 1 year but its all to perfect that cert. was surprised shuhui got the intention to retake too. haha. at least somebody can join me if i'm gonna retake. haha. alright. i wanna work so that i can buy all the clothes i've been eyeing, which means i wanna shop too. i wanna sneak in to the various pubs n clubs. drink till i'm dead drunk. partyin as if i've been let out of a cage. blah. but all these gonna wait till 20th november as it marks the end of our paper. hang on!

2006-11-01T10:59:00.000+08:00

shuhui:

alright, i give up! im just so god darm it bored that i just couldnt resist posting for just ONCE! couldnt post at my blog because i've already told people that i wouldnt be blogging (but that doesnt mean i cant blog here right? HEHE!). trust me, staying at home all day is for the benefit of getting me to study but seriously its boring. and i mean super boring (its like having no life at all). oh well, just a few more weeks and im done with everything. the soon to be free girl!

we did the chinese Olevel paper on monday and to me, it seems easier than the one in june? okay, thats my opinion but to some others (from what i hear) it was harder than june one. TATA! true example of different people different thinking. anyway, i hope i can get my A2 out of it? 1 down, 6 more to go and im tired already. have been studying really hard late at night, trying to absorb everything like as if i have supernatural powers. to be serious, im afraid i might fail then i'll just have to miss the chance of graduating with them (which i totally do not hope so). maybe i just dont have the confidence but OLEVELS are very very frightening alright? i dont want to regret but im afraid it might happen to me. anyway, all i can do is to hope that i can get into jc (with loads of hopes).

all the sec 1 to 3s are having their holidays while im suffering. RAHS! nevermind then, im having my sweet 5 months holiday soon! but i miss my cousins alot. =((

back to the mugging season now. good luck to all for next week papers!

2006-10-21T12:12:00.000+08:00

shuhui:

huixuan: different people have different thinking i guess. it might look nice on the outside but it seriously isnt. if you want, i can gladly change house and family members with you.. as for family background, it isnt as good as it appeared to be. lets try having you live in fear, being beaten almost everyday since young. after getting beaten, you cant even sleep (neither in the room nor living room), you have to stand throughout the night at the balcony without sleep and still attend school the next day without laying on the table. have you ever go on your knees before? i guess not? seriously, i ran out of the house 4 times and that's excluding them chasing me out. your family treats you better than how my parents treats me. if you want to have a change of family, i seriously dont mind. besides, i believe even if you stay at my house, you can never study because the enviroment is too condusive for you to sleep in but not to study in. you can try asking yunfang cause she had seen my dad scolding me just for walking in the rain without umbrella with her. you have to taste it your own before you can judge the family life. whatever i tell you, it wouldnt seem so harsh but when you taste it on your own, i bet you will try to run away every night.

as for yesterday, i didnt want you to feel left out so i support the idea of giving up the seat to sit on the floor so that you can join us and not sit at the back. i wanted you to sit beside me but still i think its best for you to sit with him because he might feel left out too. even though you sat behind, i talk to you frequently so you wouldnt get bored or tired. regarding you and him, i cant say anything much because im not involved in it. the realtionship is about you and him, not me and you or what-so-ever. to me, i think communication is the most important, tell him how you feel. he wouldnt know everything and like i said, humans are not always accurate in any way. people dont feel the way that we do nor do they know how we feel at times. you just have to tell him how you really think. you cant go on crying suddenly, not speaking a word and having moodswing then expect us to know what you are crying for. we may be together for 4 years but if you didnt say a single word, i wouldnt know how you feel and most of the time you cried, i always think its because of exam results. if i could guess accurately, my results would have been fantastic. you have to speak up for yourself or people wouldnt know how you feel.

2006-10-21T11:40:00.000+08:00

SHU:
(cos i xi guan call shu. :p bcox shuhui veri long mah. :x)
hmmx. wow. so long. hahaha. erms. i dono lah. sometimes so upset wif him cos i fil tt he doesnt undirsten mii at all. haix. nvm. aniwae. tis blogs nice. BUT. y ish moii name de last? :( neva mind. gort inside here jiu can le. :) haix. so bored. seriousli like no motivation. haix. i dint noe how euu guys studied.

aniwae. ya i haf same thoughts as meiqi. i tink eur famili background veri gud le lorr. :) still can live in such a nice place. i wished i was like that. haf such a nice place to live in i sure can studi. but look at moii present house. oh god. haix.

aniwae. i dowan euu to fil left out or being a lite bulb wen wif mii n him. in fact i tink im de one left out being wif euu gals. jux like ytd. im sitting behind wif him. den sometimes wif him im restricted to couple of things. haix.

aiya. i dontknow lah. but actualli i did thot of wat kor sae. but i noe its impossible to break den patch lorr. if i break le den i mox probabli wont patch le bah. hmmx. actualli now i trying to find some space n freedom for moii own.

hmmx. kkiex lah. tink i end here bah. gort time den blog again. :)) byes!

2006-10-19T20:28:00.000+08:00

shuhui:

huixuan: im surprised you wrote that. HAHAS! but to say the truth, there arent really much things that yipei and i have to say to one another. its because nic is not only my brother but her brother as well. and if you notice, nic will msg her to tell me things at time because i hardly msg or talk to him at all. if you want, i can also introduce you to nic too. or maybe other outside friends? but at times, you must know what will happen during these times and what to do. sometimes, it can make you nervous and frighten, somtimes it can make you pissed off or happy. plus you know more about my friends from the outside like those who have graduated or those who are in my primary school or . anyway, faster change your phone (you used to tell me that but now its my turn! WAHAHAHAS!). i know sometimes you feel left out cos meiqi and i were like friends for so long but everything i wrote in the letter, i mean it yeaps? she was there for me at times, she consoled me when i needed someone to (even at night!) but i still have not forgotten the fact that you were there for me the entire 4 years. i've told you alot about how i feel at times and what i think but sometimes she doesnt know cause i dont want to add on to what she have already (from friendship to personal thinkings to relationship). i still love you alot lahs! though we may quarrel at times, ultimately we find the way out together and we tolerate one another's nonsense. im grateful for that (cos i know im full of nonsense and rubbish).

dont listen to jerald's rubbish! he's always full of craps! rainer treat you very good though i know sometimes you wish he was there more often but compared to the rest of the others, he's good enough already. he care for you and send you home almost everyday despite the fact that his dad might be angry. it shows that you have a place in his heart. i believe you can do well for exams if you have the will. though time passes really fast and we might not be in the same school after this but still we'll meet up every weekend. maybe its like what someone told me once, i have to accept the fact that you wouldnt be always there for me forever and i cannot keep counting on you cause its unfair to you, to keep you beside me for whatever reasons.

and and and! im NOT CALL SHU! RRRzz! im called shuhui! the "hui" name so nice you dont want call, keep calling shu! later i really SHU arhs! *touch many many many woods* my letter very touching right? both you and sean recieved my letter and both wanted to cry. HAHAS! i should start writing to huishan cause i hardly see her crying. i bet she will laugh at my letter one! =/ or maybe i should starting writing to the others? then see them cry one by one! back to the main topic, dont cry kaes! no matter whatever decisions you make, i will support you just like how you supported me through the hard times. OH YAH! i want to ask you something, how does a sealion cry? smiles! XDD

theres not a single word for me to express how thankful i am to the one above for letting me know you and letting us stay together as sisters for 4 years straight.

2006-10-19T17:07:00.000+08:00

SHU:
gal arh. yes I admit mayb now I was closer to yp. but still we r still de bex sistas afta all. yes she’s moii sista too. but how cud that b compared to our 4 yrs of sista-ship? deres no wae tt one yr plus can b compared to 4 yrs sista-ship. its totally a big big difference. its so much difference. really. I actualli felt a bit x tra wen wif de both of euu cos sometimes euu all gort so much thingy to sae while im de odd one out. eg: euu all talk bout nic or wat wat lah. den its like okie euu all talk lorr. besides I oso dono him well. ive got no comments. hmm. aniwae im glad that euu got a new hp. a hp that euu wanted. now perhaps its moii turn to grumble. hahaha. ems. but nvm bah. I afta o levva confirm will change de. =P mayb n 72 or mayb 73 or perhaps none of tis. hahaha. =P I wanted two cams. but n72 don haf. den de 73 ppl sae will lack. sian lah. I dono. hahaha. ahy. I dono lahh. bored. realli mux studi.

I noe I realli mux studi hard n get degree. but I jux cant seem to concentrate. or is it jux like wat kor Jerald sae? he asked mii to break up wif him first den concentrate on studies. but how m I going to do tt? hais. perhaps I realli shudnt haf start it all. I shudnt haf accepted him. its moii o leva year n now I cant concentrate. great. I wonder how im going to handle all this. aniwae. thanxx for being wif mii for 4 yrs. I noe we sometimes realli haf temper wif each other but im glad that all was well as time passes. weve been tgt for so long. but I hope we will still go to de same sku tgt. tink I going tp. euu? but I guess euu oso will take dif course as mii. tink I going take accounts if not jiu shi hospitality or resort or hotel management le. either one of these. hmms. yupps. I dono I guess euu was a bit angri bcox mii n her went to her house to put bags bah. but I realli fil a bit extra lorr. bcox actualli euu wif mq de ma. den somehow or wat she sometimes alone wif fn or stef den its like bcox I was dere den euu wif mii that’s y bah. or was I too sensitive? I dono lah. so aniwae. liddat lorr. im sorrix we were so late. all de bus fot lah. hmms. perhaps we realli shudnt haf gone to put bags. I knew we missed out so much fun lah. but aniwae nvm. I believe we will go out tgt again rite. (: hopefully lah. I realli want to studi rite now. I realli realli nid to. I tink I cant use hp le. in order to make moii self concentrate on studies. heex. hmms.

omg. I realli was emotional. hahaha. I cant believe I was de first to cri on stage n even wen reading letter. even now im criing. sian. I owaes cri de. everi year cri so mani times dono for wat oso. hmms. perhaps it was bex not to haf ani sted bah. den wont haf so mani problems n all. I was tinking I want to go back to de past. I can haf moii own freedom. moii freedom to b wif hu I want, where I want to go n all n I donid to tell anione about it. hmmx. aiya. sian lah. now sae so much oso no use. nvm. I’ll jux c how it goes.

euu realli nid to motivate mii to studi le kkies. (:
I realli realli realli nid to studi lah. heh. kkies lah. end here. takkare. c ya. buaix.
-xuan

08 of us tgt.

2006-10-19T16:54:00.000+08:00

hmmx. wow. first time blogging here. erms. tis few daes gort some thingy happen lah. wish dey will all b gone soon. (: don wan more worries n all le. now mux concentrate on studies mah. hope everithingy will b solved by next week. if not we wont b in de mood to studi le rite. hmmx. yes. tomoro i going to moii cousin's wedding. heh. M hotel. (: wish dem b happi forever.

talking about moii studies, i seriousli haf no motivation lah. i oso y. mayb its cos moii mom seldom care much bout moii studies n wat im doing. actualli i realli wanted someone to supervise mii, in sted of letting mii do whatever i want. bcox i noe tis wae, i confirm wont studi de. perhaps thats y im now such a slacker n cant seemed to b interested in ani textbooks.

haix. aniwae. im glad that i finalli belong to a group where i dont fil so left out animore. (: hope we will not disband. although im not so close to meiqi dey all, but i guess i will slowli mix wif dem more de bah. n we will noe each other beta.

haven went out wif stef n fang ning yet. afta o's den we all go out tgt bah. (: kkiex le. going off. byes!

-xuan

2006-10-16T17:06:00.000+08:00

shuhui:

after seeing what meiqi post, im tempted to thank those closest to me for everything now! (including those outside the seven of them, one short type all lah can? =/).

anyway, there's a love song that i've finally gotten and though its lyrics are mostly meant for people whom you love, i still want to dedicate this to them.

SONG LYRICS:
dont you ever wish you were someone else
you were meant to be the way you are exactly
i hope you always stay the way you are
cause theres nothing about you i would change.
I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.

like what the lyrics said, i dont want anyone of you to change cause i like you the way you are.

MEIQI: over the seven years we've known one another, its been great and though we have ups and down, we are still fine with one another. seriously, im grateful for you! work hard on your weak subject cause i believe that you can do it. you're clever and you'll make it into the course you want. im really thankful for the millions of times you stood by me and understood whats in my heart. you were always there for me and im happy just the way you are. you're my HONEY forever!

CHANMONKEY: seriously im thankful for the 2 years of laughters, craziness and madness you put into my life and i'll never forget the day we went to sentosa just because you wanted to be as black as apple and the times you spent in the sea, making us laugh. you were always there for me when im pissed off by stuff and always help me through the times. you're my "HAO-BROTHER" always.

HUIXUAN: we have been good friends ever since secondary 1 so im really thankful for everything you do. we've seen each other grow up from the innocent us to having stead, failing exams and quarrelling then to mixing around with our own group and now we're back to where we begin. cherish rainer alright? he's so poor thing when you refuse to answer him (he's a great guy but an idiot at times!) i guess i need not say so much down here cos everything i wanted to say was written on the paper i gave you on graduation day. in short, I LOVE YOU LOTS! you're the best best bestest sister ever! i cant ask for anything more than this. theres no words to express how much you meant to me. (rainer, i meant as a sister okay. dont kill me please!) =))

DUMBO: hey idiot, you're a great friend though i dont like what you do at times and the way you broke your promise but still, you were always there be it night or day so im really happy to have a friend like you beside me and by my side. if i retain, you must accompany me alright! =X

THOSE SITTING BESIDE ME DURING LESSONS: thanks for absorbing all my craziness and madness and temper though i know its hard for you to but still you did it without any complaints. in fact you guys just didnt say anything. your bunch of people are really nice to play with esp kokfuan who always help me in my studies and yet got "SUAN" by me. HAHAHAS!

FANGNING, PEBBLE & STEFANIE: we arent really that close but thanks for making me laugh all the time.

TO THE OTHER BUNCH OF PEOPLE WHOM I KNOW: you made a difference in my life. because of your presence, my life is filled with happiness and it makes my life more "lively". you know who you are alright. loves..

in short, I LOVE EVERYONE OF YOU BE IT THE IDIOT ONES OR THE DUMB ONES! =)) heehee! JIAYOU for Olevels..

2006-10-16T01:18:00.000+08:00

yays, i cant get to sleep. && yays, now is the time to blog something meaningful. or shall i say, my msges to some of my good friends. (:

4yrs of secondary sch education has just ended. it just seems that time flies really fast. i remembered all the wonderful moments we had together. the times we're making fun of each other, agruing, having different thinking, complaining, ' d-siaoing ' teachers, having stupid troubles, jokes, playing of games, etc etc . . no words can express the feelings i had for all of you. but anyw, THANKS YOU. i've asked myself before. who are my true friends ? and i guessed, i've found mine. that's the 7 of you. the few closest ones are, shuhui, huishan, pebble, stef and fangning. i've no doubts in them at all. haish. i really missed those fun we had in class. =(

shuhui
girl, you're a really nice girl. you've never failed to be by my side when i was at my weakest point. the time when i and him just broke up. it's you who came to look for me, lent me your ears, called me to stop crying, advicing me. you saw my weakest sides. you know how i looked when i broke down. but girl, you hafta changed away your moodswing. dont get moodswing that easily. smile more. dont think much over the negative sides. you're very emotional. someone who has no patience. you've to learnt to be a more patient girl, a girl who knows how to control your emotions. (: indeed, you're a really smart girl. your results have improved really lots. it really made me envy you at times. keep it up. && i shall tell you, i'll never forget you ! (:

huishan
you're a really nice girl. someone whom have been giving me great advices. thanks for being there for me when i broke down too. you're someone who have great patience and tolerance. you're a very forgiving person. a kind hearted girl. friendly & nice. just that girl, .. when you're angry, try to control your words. dont sput valguarities out. && that, i truly wish that you and apple will last really long. same to you. i envy the both of you for lasting till now. i dont wish you and apple to have the same fate as i and nic. i truly wish the 2 of you all the best.

pebble
thanks girl. i remembered the times when you cried during PAC, and i gave my precious sweet to you. it was a gift from him. and i gave it to you. same. you're a super emotional girl. stop thinking too much. set your mind. i hope that, you know what you actually wna & that, you know what you're doing. i just dont wish you to wrong all the way or something to that effect. you're a smart girl. someone who is really intelligent. dont waste your talent away. dont slack anymore. dont smoke too much too. it's bad for your health. okays, && i truly wish you all the best for your love life. treat her well. spent more time w her.

stefanie
it's you who made me smile and laughed really lots. every single actions and words you said, really made me laughed. i enjoyed the times i had with you. you're a someone who is really nice, sweet, sociable. someone who has mature thinking. (: you and pingliang are really compatible. i wish you 2 all the best, last long yah. (: yao en en ai ai ! && let's do well for our o's level.

fangning
i remembered, we used to have some misunderstanding during our lower sec times. til this year, we get closer. yays, we came by alot. && finally, we became good friends. indeed, you're a really fun girl, nice, sweet. you & stefanie really made me laughed alot. you're a smart girl. you gave me great advices when i broke down too. thanks for being there for me. (: i really appreciate all of it.

you.
till now, i'm still thinking of you. i knew, you wont get to see this. but, i really wish you all the best. maybe, our fate has ended. i knew, you'll never be by my side anymore. i dont know will you trust me again. or shall i say, i cant bring myself to trust you anymore. we once made promise to be ' together forever. ' you told me you wont leave me. yet, you left me alone, to face with all those loniness. i knew, you're happier with your life now. if i were to find you, i'm just adding misery to you. i love you, i really do. i may let you feel that i dont love or care for you. but in fact, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE, MUCH MUCH MORE THAN YOU DO. each time i hurt you, i dont meant it, my heartaches too. you're the one who let me know, what's true happiness. you made me felt love. you gave me endless care and concern. you accompanied me to the doc whenever i'm sick without any complaints at all. you accompanied me to study at the airport. i missed those times when i lied on your shoulders and that's when i felt warmth. i felt happiness being w you. i just need you. i dont know why time just cant stop there to let me experience those sweetness again. the times when i've camp at sch && yours were at changi. i missed your face, voice, msg . . just every single thing about you. i'm so looking forward to see you. when i saw you, i'm so overjoyed. the first gift you gave me was the SWEETS. do you know, i'm like SOO HAPPY. even though it's just a small gift, but .. .. it really made me smile. everytime i looked at the photos we took, it really made me missed those precious moments we had together. when i get so exhausted, you piggy-backed me. i really miss you ! do you know ? i didn't contact you for gg 1mth. i heard many stuffs about you. i dont know what to do. forget about you, and move on in life ? do you really think that it is an easy task ? it's hard for me. i dont wish to see you changed. or maybe, you've never changed. you're still yourself. do you know, how much i wna say to you this . . i've never looked down on you being a retained person. i've never doubt your love for me before. and, i've never stop loving you. you've made up a part of my life. all along, you're my only love. being w you, i felt really sad and jovial. i'm sad because i hurt you. i'm happy because i bring you smile. i've always been wanting to be the perfect gf in your eyes. but, i failed to do so. i'm sorry for my attitude. i'm jealous when i see your contact list have :) on other girls' name. && you explained to me. i'm soo happy that you cared every single thing of mine. i've never thought that putting our pic as display pic is smth impt to you. but, you've never left my mind before. every single thing i'm doing, i'm missing you. i promised you, i wont blogged. but, i still blogged. i spent hours blogging, and neglected you. i felt so sorry. i cant turn back time. i knew, it's all my wrong. i knew, i've never appreciate all your care. you've always been protecting me against all the harms. i made you soo upset for numerous times. i cant bear to hurt you anymore. now, you left me. you're right to do so. if not you leave me, i'll never get to realise my mistakes. i do realised your importance. i did tried all means to keep you by my side. but, it's impossible. the brownie, letter, little note, 1 bottle of stars, 1 bottle of hearts, our sticks, our photos, and everything, i hoped you'll rememeber and keep it well. && that, the earrings you brought me on valentine's day, i've been wearing it all along eversince i took it back from the teacher. i knew, i'm not the girl you are looking for. that's why, it's best to let you go. it hurts to see the state we're being now. but, there's nothing i can do. it takes 2 hands to clap. i know, you deserved someone better. i'm a bad girl. i hate myself. NI YI DING YAO XINFU. i wish . . like you say, few years down the road, i hope i will see you again . . . . . . i really hope I WILL, and that's when we know, it's FATE.

how i wish, you're back by my side, and we start everything afresh . . i knew, it's all my wishful thinking.

w loves, meiqi

2006-10-15T16:29:00.000+08:00

shuhui:

came by to say my thank -you speech and thats all. special thanks to meiqi for accompanying me on saturday though i have a foul mood because of ***. not forgetting, the two of them whom i turned to and crap with at night esp DUMBO! rocks my ass lahs! going to mug for the few weeks till Olevel is over which indirectly means that i'll not be blogging anymore. takecare of your health. bye.

2006-10-14T02:12:00.000+08:00

shuhui:

GRADUATION NIGHT!

today was the "final" day for most of us (who are in different class) cause we might not see one another ever again in our entire life. yes, close friends keep in touch but can we confirm that the bonds will still be as strong as this moment? most of you will say that we will end up together always but we'll have our own friends when we step out of this school isnt that right? i dont want to lose this bunch of friends or the others that has made a difference in my life. the future is unpredictable aint it?

some photos taken by us:

taken when she was busy clearing her face free from oil. XD

meiqi, stefanie (another crazy one) and not forgetting the oil blotter girl.

i look retarded. oh well.. its time to be? its the final day!

introducing the two crazy gay-brothers.

whats with huishan's face? TAKE 1.

look! here it comes again. TAKE 2.

i gave up and decided to take photo with pebble instead.

i thought it would be better but it seems like both of them are crazy.

finally, there's at least one sane person over there. introducing SUEY MEIKEE.

the 6 of us together with ms tan. thank you for the things you have done for us over the 2 years, we're grateful for everything. WE LOVE YOU! XD

and.. not forgeting our form teacher this year (MRS KONG). she made a change in each of our lives!

the impact being made into our lives, the difference in our lives since these people's presence. i will miss you guys though its the last day. dont forget my birthday presents alright!

2006-10-12T19:46:00.000+08:00

GRRSSSS, i'm having stomach flu now ! it totally hurts alott !! i even went to the extend of crying out. it's just too painful. it's hard to bear with the pain. i felt like vommiting, and everything seems to be wrong. i felt sooooo unwell !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((( tmrs, it's graduation day. && i'm down with this. i ate medicine, but the illness seems to get worsen. ppl, do tkcare !

w loves, meiqi.

2006-10-11T21:32:00.000+08:00

shuhui:

i guess lady luck or the shining star has been shining in my direction.

first, i bought a new bag with my dearest huixuan then i got a new wallet from my sister and now i've gotten the phone that i wanted. its cool and i hope the lady of luck continue shining on me forever! WAHAHAHAS.. so anyway, i've changed number, get it directly from me alright? and delete away my old phone number, its not of use anymore (dont want to confuse you people as to which phone number to message to so that you can find me.)

friday is graduation day for the secondary 4 and 5 students. its going to be real sad but the 08ofus are going to have real loads of fun playing and eating yeaps? i cant wait.. XD

we've just recieved the timetable for consultation, i might be going back on all the days? i need to improve the standard of my ENGLISH badly and urgently!

sometimes i realised i love you but so what if i told you i love you, your mindset wouldnt change and she's still the only one in your heart. no one could ever replace her i guess... but in my heart, i love you still...

2006-10-11T17:38:00.000+08:00

hellooooo ! i'm back. lol. =/ i'm still lazy to post entry yah. but, for the sake of keeping this blog updated, i shall post a short one. (: 2 more days to graduation day ! GRRRS - can time move a little slower ? or shall i say, if i have the power, i'm gna turn back time, && bring us back to the days whereby we have no worries, no anything, just happiness. (: yays. anyw, during the 2weeks' study break, from 16 oct - 26oct, we have to attend consultation at sch. i've to go for 3 subjs - eng, math & combined sci. yays. i've thought through deeply. in order to improve on my eng lang, i'm gna start reading eng newspaper everyday ! && maybe, a storybook before i'm off to sleep? aha, believe me? -.=" dot dot. i wna get to know new wordsss ! HAHA. (: i dont know what more shld i blog about. o ya! tmrs, there's gna be MOP-math test p2. rem to study ah ! even though it's just a revision test paper, but it determines where do we stand now. soo, give it our best shot alright ? (: i'm gna start revising once i finished blogging. NONO! i shall take a nap first. HAHAHA. i wna be a beee ! AHA. i mean, i wna resemble a bee - a hardworking & humble bee. lol. =/ i start to talk shyt again yah? pardon me. -.=" okok, think i shall stop here. do tkcare ! smile always.

care someone, dont have to show out. maintain the smile in you.

friends or strangers?

w loves, meiqi.

2006-10-10T20:54:00.000+08:00

shuhui:

GRADUATION NIGHT IS COMING! 13 OCTOBER, the day we part and the day we start our entirely new life.

finally im back typing and writing my lastest entry down for my closest buddies. as you've known, Olevels are reaching earlier than i thought it would be and naturally it frightens me really alot. to tell the truth, i have not been doing anything productive for the past few days when i sweared to. shallnt be blogging much as i've already gone past and got tired of blogging about things (there's nothing for me to write about! my life isnt that interesting.. )

finally whatever i've wished for came true? though it was just some simple words in the conversation but i was so overjoyed that i found myself smiling like a fool. i kept reciting the words you've said and told myself that even though it would be hardly possible, at least im contented with it.. i dont expect much from you but at least being friends is better than being strangers?

to the other HIM, i treated you with respect and all those, i never get into thing that concerns your brothers at all. im so disappointed with the fact that you have to be a part of it and whats more the main person of the entire thing. maybe i've seen the wrong person but despite those things that you did, i have never blame or get angry with it all because i believe you were my one true friend and that the you that i've seen being with them isnt really you. graduation is coming and we're not really talking so i guess we'll just remain as strangers forever in our lives. thanks for being my listening ear always.

2006-10-10T19:26:00.000+08:00

pebble's bored so she came back to blog again. so this shall be my 2nd post. know u guys are too caught up so cant blog much. so i'll do u guys a favour. man. i'm really confused this round. i'm always having mixed feelings la. maybe i should stay single so that i'll not hurt anyone in the process. gotta face everything myself instead of draggin other ppl down.

argh. enough bout myself. well, 3 more days till graduation night. i noe we'l still be meetin cos e got lotsa remedials to attend. haha. but what bout after our major exams? sighs. shall not think so much. i've been staring at u guys recently tryin to figure out our future. but i'm no fortune teller so my plan obviously failed la. wth. off to do maths. bye

2006-10-07T23:00:00.000+08:00

hellooooo ! i'm back to blog ! just reached home not long. sorry for neglecting this blog for the past few days. && i was kinda lazy to reply tags. sorry bout that.

HEYYY ! FINALLY, PEBBLE FONG HAD CAME HERE TO POST HER 1ST EVER ENTRY ! HAHA. =D

uh, my days are fine? haha. i think so. grrrrs, 13 oct is drawing nearer ! i'm not looking forward to it. i'll definetely miss those laughters, sillyness, arguements & jokes we had during class. :( why cant time just stop & let us enjoy those moments a little longer? i dont understand why. anyw, there's smth i'm veh veh ' paiseh ' bout. ytd, i received an ' annoymous ' phone call. i thought, it was my dad who called from home. hence, i just picked up the phone && SHOUTED, " PAPA AH ?! " -.=" in the end, it was bingnan who called me. T.T his reply was, " HUH ? you know who am i mah ? " && that was the time i realised that i called the wrong person, " DAD." LOL! =/ add on, jinxiong was beside him. i'm darmn paiseh. && they gave those evil laughs. wa piang** i'm darmn retard laa. dot dot. i rly thought that the phone call was from my dad. T.T uh, i've no idea what to blog bout ler. counting the days to our graduation day? time flies rly fast. soon, we'll be taking our O's practical exam. i have yet to prepare for any of my subjs. instead, i'm prepared to get those scoldings & naggys from my dad. i've no idea what am i doing now. slacking ? GRRRS, my study mood is still off. c'mon, cld someone just motivate me to study? bla, again . . i saw some stuffs i shouldn't looked at. luckily, i didn't rly get affected by it. why shld i care for someone who dont even appreciate my care at all ? agree? CHEERS ! i love all my darlings ! yeaa, just all of you. (: i'm gg to start revising tmrs ! believe me ? HAHA.

currently, i'm sort of experiencing chest-pain. grrs. anyw, the haze condition is rly bad now. if possible, try to hang out lesser outside. drink more water ok? it's the most crucial period of the year. dont allow yourself to fall sick at this moment of time. (:

SHUHUI : yea, me too. let's go relax. =D we shall throw away & forget

those unhappiness that had happened in our life. be happy girl !

last of all, goodnight to all readers!

w loves, meiqi.

2006-10-07T22:18:00.000+08:00

pebble here. suddenly felt like bloggin here after reading all the posts. guys! i've a confession to make. my feelings for *ahem has finally faded off. u guys should be happy yeah? always telling me to stop thinkin n to concentrate on who i'm with now. its quite surprising to me cos it just faded off so naturally. ten months! if only i can learn to fall in love easily. but sad to say, most are simply crushes. anyway. i only realised it when i received *ahem's msges. its like a normal feeling. no more happy smiles. lmao. gonna concentrate on studies already. to huishan, dun tell me not used to it alright, i've always been hardworkin. haha. 6 more days till our graduation day. hopefully my mum allows me out. i really wanna enjoy dat day as if it were my last day on earth. i swear to remember every single moment in that day. cant bear to leave you guys. why cant everything just stop here? us still studyin for exams (at least we dun hafta sit for it yet) n spending our days together as one. guess you guys realised brothers to me are more important than any other thing. its my priority. dunno whether its a good or bad thing though. u guys commented on it. sayin i should acc my other half more. but please guys, i'm really willing to spend every single moment with u guys. if * really loves me, i know she'l understand n is also supportive. its not dat i'm neglecting her n stuffs, though u guys said that. but cant u guys see i'm happier the way things are now?

as i pen all these, tears are streaming down. are we just stepping out of each other's life just like that? friday! please do not come. i dont want u friday. shoo. guys. whatever happens, i'l always love u guys

*prepare empty pails for me if friday comes. gonna need it. lol. got this strong feeling that i'm gonna break down. n that is when i'l let all my emotions out. the real me...

2006-10-05T22:45:00.000+08:00

shuhui:

i was suppose to pen down my memorable thing that happened during the day but due to the upcoming MAJOR exams, i finally went out of blogging and started studying.

i dont really have the feeling to blog twice(my blog and this blog) so since meiqi has asked me to blog here, i shall take the opportunity to type out everything thats in my heart.

all of us had gotten back our report book and though i was happy that i did in fact improved alot as compared to the last time but im still not really comfortable with the results that are appearing on my list now. the good thing is that i've improved from failing 5 subjects to passing 5 subjects (its a great improvement that i passed my english, humanities and maths). without passing these subjects, i doubt i can get anywhere. however, the bad part about this is that im still getting 20+ for my L1B4 and 30+ for my L1R5. and i was still hoping to get into junior college to try their way of life.. forget it, i shall not dream about getting beyond the gates. i didnt really tell my parents about it but apparently my dad seems to have found out by opening my drawer (seriously, im pissed off with him for invading my privacy but i guess he meant well? i've no more energy to pick a fight with him anymore..). in short, my results are really bad and it really makes me depressed whenever i look at it (every exams counts no matter what thus im getting really depressed about it.).

pebble, meiqi, huixuan and i managed to catch the show "stay alive" at plaza singapura yesterday (the time of screening was quite late, it was the 5.10pm show and ends around 7 plus?). according to them, it was a very nice show and it scared the wits out of some of them but i didnt really watched it (im frightened of horror movies or violent ones, its disgusting the way they made it appear to be like.) so i spend the whole 7 bucks to sleep inside the cinema with all the creepy noises and high-pitched screams. BUT, i had a real fun time disturbing huixuan during the show. if im correct, its the second show pebble and i have caught this week and there more shows to come. its the MOVIES MONTH. next show: "you, me and dupree".

i managed to frighten stefanie by shaking the toilet door violently (like in the movie) when she was changing into her PE tshirt. did the usual work and assignments given by the respective teachers. ms tan was going for her immediate check up and i hope she's alright? mrs kong didnt look really happy today but i guess it would be due to the complains from the teachers. i managed to passed my english paper for Nlevel 2005 but by a mere passing mark of 26 (the total marks for the paper was 45. still, i need to brush up on my english and i need it desperately.) pebble fong shall be my "coach" for english!

13 october is just around the corner and the time to say goodbye is reaching with the blink of an eye. everyone is to say goodbye to the past and look forward to their independent lives with no regrets alright? though we may weep for the beautiful memories created through the years but we'll still have those happy moments even after Olevels. its going to be a really sad event but also an event that marks our start. the beautiful things took the painful moments away..

i want to get my new phone before next wednesday! can my phone be fixed quickly and faster?

currently, my mood is getting really bad and i've no idea why is it so.
ladies: do you guys want to head to the beach? i need to let my hair down for a little while.

sometimes its hard to say im sorry. after all that we've been through, i will make it up to you, i promise you. whats meant to be will be. what if i said i love you? it would matter much to you, wouldnt it? nobody wants to be lonely,nobody wants to cry.. time is precious and its slipping away and i've been waiting for you all of my life.

2006-10-04T19:53:00.000+08:00

hello. just a short post before i goes offline. just reached hme only. i'm using my bro's comp, currently. he gna scold me once he saw me using his comp. -.=" uh, just catch a movie, " stay alive ", with 3 of my darling-gfs at PS. aha, lol. (: they're shuhui, huixuan & pebble. yipei couldn't catch this movie w us, as she had to head home. catch the movie at 5.10pm. grrrrrs, the movie was rly scaryyyyy laaaaa ! for the entire movie, i was pressing hard on my ears, so as to prevent myself from hearing any ' unpleasant ' sounds. lol. =/ i hate those sound effects! it can rly made my heart sank. the cinema was freezing cold. my legs & hands were like, numb. stupid pebble even kicked away my legs! that was soo nice of her, hor ? HAHAHA. =/ hao laa, you shall be forgiven. haha. i'm so nice, agree? bla. =/

anyw, if i were to rate this movie. out of 5 stars, i wld rate it w 4 stars. :D as, this movie was kind of thrilling. you've the feeling of looking forward for more happenings? yeaa. it's kind of frightening laa. rly scares me for a number of times. luckily, i didn't went to the extend of screaming. haha. (: after the movie, headed hme! yays, think that's bout all. do tkcare! && i'm thinking of pon-ning sch tmrs. shld i ? thinking in process. aha, lol. =/ kk, smile always!

huixuan: haiyor, girl ah. hpe that you're feeling better now. just now, you rly scares me alot. rainer was worried of you. so, dont think too much of the negative sides yah. (: cherish what you've now. smile. =)

you're living your life happily. how bout me?

w loves, meiqi.

2006-10-02T20:48:00.000+08:00

hello. sorry for nt blogging ytd. i've no idea what to blog bout as, i'm having mixed feelings. feeling angry, and at the same time, upset. i'm angry over someone. && upset that, i actually made 'another' someone angry. feeling bad. grrrs, all lies w my attitude. why can't i changed it ?! i dont feel good whenever i made someone angry. however, i felt rly bad. i knew that, my words are harsh whenever i'm angry. i wouldn't think over my words, && wld just said it out to my own liking. grrrrs, i dunno. shall not care much bout it. i guessed, things will be alright ? yays, hoped so. (: uh, school' days are still the same. nothing much. after sch, went hme w stefanie & huishan. stefanie, you're darmn funny ok ?! haha, super hilarious over smth that made me felt that, it's a unique thing. haha. i think, most of you dont understand what i'm trying to say over here. but whenever i thought of it, it rly made me laughed, as it's rly silly. haha. (:

dunno what to blog bout ler. i slept from 4- 8.30pm, i think. woke up, and i'm not feeling alright again. grrrs, i think, the days of ' nightmares ' are coming back again. i'd no idea. i'd been thinking much of the negative sides recently. i dunno. i dont wna care anym. i dont wnaaaaaaaaaa.

HUIXUAN : haiyor, that what friends are for. shouldn't good friends shared their happiness, sorrows, complaints etc etc w one another? (: dont worry much. yays, it's just prelim. =DD just strive hard for your O's. (: leave your sec sch life, w a beautiful ending. (: all the best. LOVES.

w loves, meiqi.

2006-10-02T20:39:00.000+08:00

shuhui:

i finally found huixuan's paper in my stack of plain paper. i brought it home but i didnt realise it at all. its dumb, i know.

ladies: please takecare of yourself due to the smoky haze now. be careful of your own health alright? i dont want to see anyone of you being sick.

the 13th of october is getting nearer and i've just remembered that it's going to be a cursed friday whereby its well-known for bad luck. LOUSY SHIT! still, i believe that within us there wouldnt be any bad luck cursing over our bonds. the belief is strong and everlasting! i cant wait till graduation night comes and we'll be laughing, crying and sharing our memories together. im so sorry i wouldnt be able to ton with you guys because im having something on the next day and also because my parents wouldnt allow me to since Olevels are reaching in a few weeks from then. but i'll be able to join you guys for steamboat at marina south yeahs? we shall be very very happy that day!

prelims are over and it might not mean a thing to some of us but still we must wake up already. Olevels is not something for us to play about or to fool around with so PLEASE STUDY HARD okays? sometimes i'll get worried about you guys and how you guys will do for Olevels but i have faith in you people. anyway, i need a science expert to teach me science cos my science stinks like shit and i need it to pull up my score be it whether i want to get into JC or go into arts school. i've no choice but to concentrate on all 7 subjects just in case my POA gets higher by then and it would help in the overall amount of points.

i guess i wouldnt be online as often as before or rather not coming online anymore but still i hope you guys do well for Olevels and then we can enjoy the days ahead of us after the major exam has passed. im sure we'll have everything planned for almost each day of our holidays. takecare! byes. LOVES*

2006-10-02T20:35:00.000+08:00

21 september 2006
hmm. todae i cried, but shu, meiqi, huishan, pebble, stefanie & fangning console me. wan to sae thanks to them for consoling me. i was touched because i did not know that actually so many of them cared for me. i thot onli shu will be e one consoling me, but it was the group of them who consoled me. i felt very guilty to cry so much and so i stopped. yes, i guess prelims were nothing.lets work hard together and get good results & go our dream school. =) happi that we had OUR BLOG. =) cheers. okies. gtg. takkare. bye!

written by huixuan,
typed in by shuhui.

2006-10-01T16:41:00.000+08:00

shuhui:

IM BACK to update this blog! =(

anyway, i know these bunch of people seldom visit my blog so i shall type it here again just for them! my birthday is coming in a few months and my parents would not be celebrating with me because they're in australia on that very day (so idiotic! URGH*) but i chose not to go just for you guys! you better get me a present since im so NICE (i stayed here so i can celebrate with you alright!). WAHAHAHAS! if not, i'll hate you for life! remember to get me my birthday present! esp the 7 of you, the LUBIN girls (like yunfang!) who are close to me and everyone else who knows me like my brothers or what so ever. i want MANY MANY MANY MANY presents! start saving now.. i dont care i dont care i dont care........ heeeheee!

im still in search for my stupid gown and i've no idea if i should buy ir or ask someone to make it for me. but still, no matter what, i want that black satin clutch with lace detail and the mahogany tweed leather wallet from BCBG. *hint hint* HAHAHAS! kidding alright! XDD

off to meet my granny! byes! love you people!

lace lace lace... anchor anchor anchor... strips strips strips...

2006-09-30T17:33:00.000+08:00

shuhui:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEFANIE!
you're seventeen already! XDD

didnt get to meet you today so heres the birthday song dedicated to you alright!

happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to stefanie..
happy birthday to you!

last long with your pingliang and work hard for your Olevels! takecare! loves*

i want to change new phone, go shopping and buy many many things! URGH! the temptation attracts me whenever i think about it! i want to shop around (but i cant! LOUSY!). anyway, i might want to delete my blog since i've already get the chance to type whatever i want here but im still considering...

my present hairstyle stinks like hell! my hair looks so 'PONG' now just because it's been layered twice! i dont want this!!! but if i go and straighten my hair or rebond my hair, my hair will be spoilt! i dont want that too!! HOW HOW HOW? i want my long and straight hair back soon! it looks nicer and better! help help help... eh!! no no no, is called "aid aid aid!!" i hate my hair sooo much!~! =(

yipei & huixuan: we shall go running and swimming alright? i dont want to be called FAT by chanMONKEY and pebbleFONG ever again! it makes me very depressed already!! *cries* if only huishan could "chop" of her legs and give me then fangning could "donate" her height to me then it'll be super wonderful. WAHAHAHA! kidding*

ladies: are we still having chalet? lets book for about 4 days? i dont know, anyway we'll go by what majority says alright?

2006-09-30T10:09:00.000+08:00

hellooo . . sry that i didn't blogged ytd. so, here i am now. (: well, wasn't feeling rly well ytd. && my mood was rly down. grrs, for whatever reason it is, i'm trying not to care over those unwanted worries! why couldn't i stop thinking over things that will caused me to be down? if i were to stop thinking, i wouldn't be feeling sad, vexed, confused, furious. but, bla. i knew it myself veh well, it's impossible.

i was sort of thinking of some unhappy stuffs, && then . . after sch, played block catching and ice& water w the 6ofus, exclusive of stef, who went for tuition && huixuan, who was out w her bf. (: yeaa, i think so. yays, && along w, meimei, huiling, yunfang, huiru, weiqi. uh . . at the start, fangning & i dont intend to play, and wanted to head home. but thinking twice, we've got nothing to do at hme too. hence, we joined along w them. (: the 1st time i played, & i'm kanna the catcher. abit sian ah ? lol. =/ i'd a rly hard time chasing pebble ok? helloo . . her running speed was like, twice or thrice of mine. luckily, fangning caught her. lol. she's the other catcher! aha. (: but, just after a rd of block catching only, i was feeling unwell. i'm having some breathing diffculities, due to my low blood sympton. yaa, & i couldn't think well. rested on the floor not on the seat. cause, i felt more uneasy w the 'hard' seats there. grrs, somehow feeling that, my low blood sympton seems to get worsen. i dunno. hpe nothing serious happened to my health? =D we played a few rds, && then, we stopped. (: though, it sounds a lil childish, but . . it was rly nice playing these type of games, occasionally. somehow, it'll brought us back to our beautiful childhood times. haha. (: think that's bout all. do tkcare ah ! (:
&& everyone, thanks for tagging. =DD

*i hpe i can be the meiqi i used to be. i wna be remembered as the meiqi, who always smile, even though she's veh upset inside her.

O YAA, && happy sweet 17th bdae to STEFANIE ! (: haha, go ' lang man lang man ' w your pingliang laaa. hahaha. =D may all your wishes come true! all the best for O's. (:

w loves, meiqi.

2006-09-29T16:50:00.000+08:00

shuhui:

finally back from the craziness that we had just now at the block. xD
i was pulled there by chanMONKEY (huishan) and so i pulled yipei too! the LUBIN girls(sorry, had a wrong spelling cos minhui loves milubin so much that i thought they were claled the milu girls. =x) were there together with 6 of us (huixuan went out, stefanie didnt attend school) didnt really wanted to play due to perspiration and we'll end up being so hot, sticky and smelly but decided to join in the fun after a while anyway. yipei and i was hiding at the 12th storey's staircase, we waited for so long before they called us and told us we've WON! shan claimed that she did search every single 12th storey, so did pebble but i guess me and yipei were just INVINCIBLE? we even stayed there to play "chopsticks" and some other games while waiting for them but all we heard was their voice. LOUSY! after that, they went to play "ice and water" whereby meiqi was so funny when she was running about and screaming. i guess this is how we exercise and tone our legs?

mrs tay had a "meeting" with all the graduating classes today, telling us which group of people we're in and how to work hard followed by the other methods to study by the different subjects department. mrs kong was nice and talked alot with us today? suddenly felt as if she really know us somehow? anyway, she's a nice teacher! ladies, shall we buy flowers for her? or some gifts to show our appreciation? i bet we're seriously going to miss her after this. lets have a class gathering and chalet okays? she also mentioned something about going to JC and all like telling us her life and something concerning the outside society.

pebble: study hard! then we can try to go JC together (i wish to but i dont know if i really can?).
the rest of the others: work hard and go to wherever you want to go alright? all i hope is that we keep in touch with one another and last till real long. no words can express how much i really will miss you guys. we shall have no regrets as to where we want to go and try our best to fufill our dreams.
huixuan: i left your paper in school (in my bloody file)! =x msg me whatever you wanted to say alright? sorry girl...

im bored now, ultra super bored and i've nothing to do. =(

2006-09-28T21:09:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO SISTERS ! (: so how's your day ? LOL ! i dunno what am i talking bout. =/ grrs, we'd done so many other schs' papers td ! do till wna pengs* ah. is there any hwk td? i can't rem. o ya ! i remembered smth liao. heh heh. gna bring math 5yrs-series to sch tmrs. if not . . mrs kong gna scold me again. T.T && to huishan, fangning & me, rem to bring 6 bucks for the new campus' benches. lol ! whenever i think bout it, i find it kinda, dot dot dot. anyw, we dont get to sit on it. && so, why are we (graduating students) hafta pay for all these stuffs? ok laa, i dont wna sound ' aunty ' here. aha, lols. =/ it's for donations thingy, i supposed. 24 mre days to our 1st paper for O's ? or, for practical ? i've totally no idea bout it. i saw the board put smth like . . " 24 mre days to O's level." noone actually knows the exact days to the day of our 1st paper for O's. =/ heyyy ! all hafta mug hard for our major exam ok ? we studied so hard for these 4yrs, what do we actually wna ? it's to sit for this national exam, && give it our best shot. we can't just flunked it. we gna proved smth to the teachers & our parents that, these 4yrs of studies is worthwhile. (: JIAYOUUU ! believed in yourself, stay focus, work hard towards your aim. eventually, you'll get to see the result you wna. (: we shall not disappoint those who pinned on high hopes on us yea? =DD meiqi support all of you ! HAHA. i admit, my results have never been excellent before. there will always be ' red marks ' on my report bk. quite disappointing laa. but what can i do? i can't cause of that & demoralised myself? agree? however, i shld tell myself to work harder! (: yeaa, that's the way ah? haha. i wna see ch8 ler. aha. meanwhile, i shall stop here. i shall update tmrs ? haha.
do tkcare! smile always! (:

&&&& i almost forgotten smth. happy 8mths to shan & apple !
so do . . happy 6mths to rainer & huixuan ! =DDDD
wish you ppl' be able to withstand all the obstacles in the coming future.
yao en en ai ai ah !

w loves, meiqi.

2006-09-28T16:07:00.000+08:00

shuhui:

im so bored that i started to think about alot of lame questions yesterday (tsk tsk* shan, i bet you know what im talking about right?). anyway, Olevels is around 1 mth awat and our graduation night is coming soon! seriously, i dont want to graduate cos i'll miss this bunch of dumb brothers!! i dont want to go at all! plus i doubt i can even get into JC with my results (its stinks alright! im having the worst results of all!! okay, im the dumbest among this group of people!). alright alright, this blog is not about my personal life and blah blah blah.... brothers: shall we go for dinner after graduation night ends? lets go and have dinner or some fun in the afternoon after school and before the night starts (too bad we dont have prom night! imagine what pebble would wear. HAHAHAHAS!) and and and, blog more often or tag more stuff (not for those who comes to pollute our blog!!). make this blog like a little bit more lively?? pretty pls... =)

today's huixuan-rainer and huishan-apple's anniversary! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO YOU THESE TWO SWEET COUPLES! stay together always no matter whatever happens alright? OH YEAH!!! rainer's having Nlevel next week so good luck! do well and earn money for my beloved huixuan to live a good life okay!! better study hard for my beloved girl.(you've got your CAKES already and i hate you alot!! RAHHHS!!!).

xuan: where is my CAKES arhs?? you never give me anything for 4 years, i want many many things! hahas! rainer's going to kill me. =x

anyway, are you guys free on saturday? shall we go for steamboat? i have the urge for steamboat suddenly. seoul garden or marina south? ++ pebble wants to play pool at grandlink but since i stinks at pool now, i shall not be touching the cue stick until Olevels is over but the trip is still on so ARE YOU GUYS FREE? steamboat. steamboat.. steamboat... XD

2006-09-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

hello. i think, i'm kinda too late to blog bout my todays' life ? sry bout it. anyw, i wont talked much bout my life here. cause, dont wish ppl to gossip bout my life. HAHA. (: i still prefer to talk bout my ' xin shi ' , face-to-face, w all my darling friends! aha, lols. (: well, prelims are over ! but, my result were like, no difference with a pile of shyt. lol. i've got nothing to blame at. it all lies w me. what's the problem w me ah? can someone just motivate me to study? oo . . in a week+ time, it will be our graduation day. to be frank, i'm not looking forward to it. cause, i'm starting to wonder, when will i actually meet up w my classmates & sec sch friends again? 2yrs down the road? or perhaps, only when we work in the society? worst still, we may never get to meet again. :( just like . . i've lost contact w most of my pri sch friends. bla. future is unpredictable. yaa, i shall not think tt much. (: anyw, i just wna enjoy life now. maybe, i'm a lil changed person. but, who cares? i dont give a damn. cause, i'm who i am. love me, or loathe me. if you dont know me well, better save those comments to yourself. (: cause, i think, you're in no-stand to comment on me. or shall i say, you're just wasting your saliva. =DD maybe, i sound a lil mean or un-friendly here. sry bout it. i'm a lil straight-forward, not trying to go against anyone. (: budden, i must say smth. i just simply loves all my darling sisters &amp;& my family lots ! yays, they're the ones who never failed to be by my side. =DD cherish. think that's bout all. tkcare ppls. cya sisters in sch ! (: miss me ah. AHA.

SHAN: WA LAU. HUISHAN, YOU GOOD. lie to me eh - say will blog here oneeeeeeeeee. haha.

w loves, meiqi.

2006-09-27T19:06:00.000+08:00

shuhui:

alright! we finally had this blog up, most of the credit goes to MEIQI (the expert blogger). i've only done a little bit of editting in the contents part. anyway, KEEP THIS BLOG LIVELY! we've been through so much over the year and every time problems surfaced, we either stand by one another or solve the problem between ourselves without doubting one another's trust. i'll miss you guys when we graduate! we MUST last till we ends up like an old grandma chatting at the void deck okays? =)

i love you guys! XD
this is my FAVOURITE BUNCH OF BROTHERS!